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IM NOT WORKING AT EXPO ANYMORE.
its at tampines! metro.
saw so many many people today. *run away
anyway, its no longer with cher but with ssa!
let's pray that things will be smooth until i leave that place! (:
chermaine wee, i miss you la!
we can no longer laugh at the "molester" boooo!

countdown tmr! (:

I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE.
BUT NOT NOW..
LET'S WAIT TILL 2007! (:

so today is my first day of work for JP (officially).
exact place would be EXPO, HALL 5!
best of all is that.. im working with chermaine weeeeeee (:
AND, the trip to expo took me less than 1/2 an hour! lalala
hahahah! & i recommended buddy, huiting, jason and etc. to JP!
im waiting for the treat HUR! hahahah

alright.after all the f shit that happened.. i dont mind losing everything, including you.
things are always much better after christmas.
i cant wait to countdown.
i cant wait to announce the ****.
i cant wait to get my result.
i cant wait to see myangel!

so went to find cher& ju at their workplace today. and saw cher's colleague, ming yi.
kinda happy for cher aye, for i dont know why. hahahaha
anyway, thefamily is meeting. i cant wait :D
i miss madada!

anyway, sorry buddy for the last min changes and stuff.
still my "weiyi" best ever buddy for now alright!
match sooooon (:
i feel bad still. love anyhows!

COS I MISS YOU FINALLY.
love is when you're myangel.

I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you bemay a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me

I'm finding my own words, my own little stage, my own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desireare friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles

just bathe! hahahah and madness.
its like 3 plus now.
changs was right.
wash up, and "you'll be awake for another 30 mins!"
anyway, just had a 2 hrs + chat with ssa.
other than deb, cher, wy, poks,aym and etc. (normal chat wouldnt last longer than 10 mins.)
rahhs. awesome feeling telling someone all the SHITS.
and the SHIT-COLLECTOR was nice enough to "eh huh" though there isnt any solution to those stuff. anyhows, i enjoyed the chat. THANKS AH!(glad that i earn my heart-shape back!) lalala

so anyw, today wasnt as pleasant as i expected.
horrible people still exist. and i met one just now.
whatever it is, BOO!

my ahlianwannabe friend? HAH
alright. i dont mind being another " ah ..." to go along la.
so anyway, deb should be on the plane now?
the madness friend, me, hope you like the 3am message! lalala
and hope this could make up for my last minute ps the other day.
love.




i will be your anything.

HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

may santa grant all wishes.
peace and love.

I'M FINE. SUPER DUPER OKAY.
stop asking.


omg. stephanie is sweeeeeeet. more than any candy la.
i will love you if you can do something better than THIS!

thats the envelope. its UNCLEAR. (not revealing my address anway) hah


thats the content. NICE EH? SAY "YES, DUPERRR"


look at THE NAME. lala



and it ends off with a PAINTED GOLDHEART


thanks steph! im posting this! hahah
see you people (F4/3) on the 28th!
love you steph. <3

i felt like the same way last year.

PICTURES! hahahahah

i love the view! (:



thats before i change! HAHAHA



DEB'S FAVOURITE ACTION!


is she that heavy? lol



caught cha!


one in a million! (:



I LOVE MY NANNY(:
HAHAHAH!
yay! i want pattaya! lalala
love lotsssssssss [:

start & end it WELL.

thanks for all the advance christmas presents!
its chocolate.
chocolates.
and MORE chocolateS.
shall be contented cos its not ORDINARY chocolates?
namely> CHOCS, GODIVA, SINS etc.
rahhs. im not eating it.
LETS SHARE cos i dont really love chocolates? :X
anyhows, its too nice to even touch it? hahahaha
thanks for no more chocolate? (:
lalala [:

ecstatic? BUT, i would prefer to use rahhhhhhhs to describe whatever feelings now.
****! i couldnt express how much i hate a a cat, BLACK one esp.
encountered one just now, and **** things happened.
WTH. i wish i could kill all the cats, maybe only ALL BLACT CATS in the world. :X
cute ones shall be spared. LOL

finally went out today,


sorry for not paying attention. (:


ET?! should be E.D laaaahh! LOL


taken by EST. lalalala


shall post MORE tmr. HAH

just a smile and the rain is gone?

maybe you would want to say goodbye to me again, just like the past.

private emotions.

its a song.

its a message.

its whatever you want it to be.

im afraid of that day.
the day that i have never else to tell you.

CLICK HERE

click it if you listen to chinese song.
well, its awesome to have this song stuck in your head during this rainy season.
i like the feeling, for i dont know why. hahah!
ohh, the meaning of the lyrics is supppper ***** (:

anyway, the chat with changs ytd was HAHAHA!
im always so frank.
shouldnt things be like this?
thats how we begin to trust each other right. LOL!
i was just being nice ytd, as A FRIEND. hahahaha

and to thefriend, no harm staying single!
it rocks actually. lalala
cheers.

[EDIT]

CLICK

rahhs. another freaking emo song? LOL
but who cares, i kinda like it.
thanks to the one who sent me this.
so thankyou, you droolingbabyass?

from charlene's blog,

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me.

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But, don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.

cos i believe in fate.

& i love you, bestfriend! lalala

FOR MY DEAT TUITION PEEPS,
I GUESS WE ALL MISSES EACH OTHER ALOT.
SO VAL, GX AND MYSELF IS WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO PLAN SOMETHING.
ANY SUGGESTIONS? HAHAHAHA
TAG OR MSG ME ALRIGHT.
OH! AND TELL ME WHEN YOU GUYS ARE AVAILABLE.
THANKSS! AND HOPE IT WILL WORKS THIS TIME ROUND. x)
LOVE.

ALRIGHT. (THIS IS FOR YOU SEAN) ,

5 GENERAL FACTS ABOUT SEANY.

1. EX- BARTENDER
2. ONE YEAR OLDER THAN ME
3. A LESBIAN?! (RIGHT, DUDE?)
4. LOVES SKATING
5. SPEED OF REPLYING IS DUPER FAST.

a token of appreciation for the past 2 days? HAH

if you manage to affect my mood somehow or another.
you know you stand a place somewhere in my heart.
anyhows, if you're trying to be mean. lets bid goodbye.
im tired of this. and im even sicked of things being repeated.

anyway, thanks. i seems to enjoy the night today for i dont know why.
perhaps, i like to bully people even without realising. hah
thanks for what you've done to make me feel better.

changs, thanks for all those that you've sent. i still prefer those below :D

lovely songs,





love me not.

alright! im finally back home!
went to stayover at aym's place for the past few days since its SO MUCH NEARER to my workplace.
anyhows, NO MORE AURIC. hahahaha
AND I SWEAR I'll not take any course that its related to accounts.
BUT i completed those MILLION MILLION MILLION OF FIGURES BEFORE I LEFT THE PLACE. ((:
yay! RESTRESTREST. and all the DATES and stuff.
OH! AND IM GETTING MY NEW PHONE SOON! lalala.
NO MORE MISS-ED CALL and UN-REPLY MSGES(:

& I HOPE I CAN MEET LOVELYFELASS AND DEARESTMOLEY TMR! hahahah

shall end off with this song.



it has been my favourite song since SEC 1? HAHAH
and i wont stop listening to it, i promise (:
lyrics ; its the way you make me feel

SING IT TO ME & I'll LOVE YOU!

tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7vAcLY0v8s ; crazy for this girl (:
this song keep me going when the work is like endless in the office.
thats why its a loveeeee to this song!
ohh! tmr willl be the last day of work at AURIC! i cant waittt(:
though the company wants me to stay longer, but i guess im not gg to! spare me! HAH!
charles will be taking over my place, so all the best to him. hahaha

went to IMM after work and did something "hideous" OMG.
anyhows, im still contented for who i saw. * GRINS
yes. step by step, no rush anyway!
friend, im back (:

you'rethecandle,love'stheflame&imthelighter.

318. '

horrible dreams last night.
but im told, it will always happen the opposite in reality?
so i'll prayyyy that the dream will not come true. HAH

alright. event will be at neptune tmr!
yea, its really the last. i'm so gonna miss that place.
hahaha! & will be seeing cinda and muz tmr, i cant wait! (:

oh! and was chatting with CHERBABY just now.
this girl made me breathless. cos the talk is rushing&endless .
gosh! we're so alike in thinking. LOL! *the certified chimology master.
yea, im looking forward to those PLANNINGS. and the EC DATE!
madness! say cheers to the 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 YEARS of AWESOME FRIENDSHIP(:

random thoughts,
its super annoying to find something to talk about.
why must i be the one? im sick of it. boo laaahh!
lets not talk :X


alright. time for billygoat!

dont have a say a word, cos deep inside we already know.
beautiful goodbye.

omfg. my feet hurts like ****!
& lalala! im not working on weekend.
that means i can sleeep for all i want! (:
pleaseeee, dont call me!
i cant believe that i can have 37 missed calls! :X
shall dont reveal out *ehem's name! being nice, for once?
forgive me, cos im working! (:

so i love beloved grandma supppper duppper much alright.
forever waiting for me! and always cut the fruits for me even though i said i dont want right from the beginning. omg! tell me, who else can i compare the love she ever shown.

oh, and i hope that those invoices that i did today will be up to standard?
yay! i completed that pile of thingy before 4.30!
i pray hard that, monday will be another easy day.
and wanna thank the niceindianlady. i cant live without her in the office la.

& thank aym for offering to let me stay-over for ONE WEEK!
but, i guess i have to reject it.
cos giving beloved grandma a kiss is A MUST! (:

so im missing those days that we jump on the bed and sing like nobody's business.
buying those marble bottle drinks as though they are free.
watching the video together as if there's no ending..

nothing left to lose; mat kearney (:

post before i lie flat on my bedddd..

so job was tiring. rahhs.
butbutbut. with the help of those friendly people out there, im doing FINE?! hahha
and i pray that jw will come on next mon to rescue me!
so tmr will be me and the niceindianlady. LOL!
pray for meeeeee! (:

& shes just so worth mentioning la!
thanks hanhan for accompanying me,
for dinner and ermm..waited for me countless of time to make my horrible socks!
shes like a great nanny today!
pulling my pants ( ^5 to skull mini boxer) & carried the Zbag for me.
goodness. i thank god for her(:
other than the DISNEY song that she sang NON-stop, i felt nice to have her around yea.
cos for the first time, i felt im really well taken care of? hahaha!
so i think you deserve something..
yea, i promise i'll try to keep my mp4 when you're talking..
oh, and not bored with you with those "friend of mine". getting sicked of it anyway.
i'll not say it, unless you want to hear aye?
conclusion, i'll try to give you all the attention la!
satisfied? HAH
& i really got the urge to rush down to town just to be han's guinea pig tmr after work!
oh well, lets see..


the one in the million picture that i found. hahaha



with or without you. still, we've drifted.

angelovin ' .

so after today, you cant contact me during office's hour!
work starts tmr, 830-548! (weekdays only) and it will last for a week?

90's meeting is cancelled! booooooo
should i be disappointed? yes, i should):

oh,
and to deb, no i still prefer to call you han han! LOL
thanks for being so nice. hahahaha
the fact that you are so nice to everyone.. so i shouldnt be touched right?
( must be saying im mean again) [:
yea, you're one of those "outside" friend that is RARE..
unlike val and sw, dont think they rmb us alr la! :X
still, thanks for everything.
PS: thanks to your lousy phone, i cant contact you either! hahaha
oh well, perhaps we can meet after work!
and my blog is somewhere we could communicate! (:
call me soon alright, lovelydear friend!

& thanks aym for those advices and encouragement! (:

angels lullaby is love.

I wonder where you are
I wonder what your thinking about tonight, I wonder
Maybe you're alone
Maybe youve been crying just like me, I wonder
I dont know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
Its been a rainy afternoon
Now Im staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way, I love you
Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my lifes a mess
Cause I couldnt love you any less

CHANGES. i cant be bothered anymore.

back from alj. rahhs
went to so many places today. rahhs
ate so much today, not really. rahhs
did so many things today. rahhs
made so many phone calls today. rahhs
saw so many familiar faces today. HAH

alright. im really exhausted.
was chatting with deb just now. madnesssss!
she got me shouting like * ehem hahahah
alright. cant escape from her now! and who knows, the phone in my room might ring at 2am?LOL :X okay okay. i wont mind though. hahaha
so we were talking about expectations and stuff. hilarious hilarious!
im too tired to think of anyone now.
perhaps im still waiting, like always.
or maybe, i didnt realised i've alr found that someone.
oh well.. should i listen to deb's theory? LOL!

90's meeting on thurs. i wonder how will it be like..
am i looking forward? yes, i should (:

oh! being a really nice person. here's something for you!
CHEER UP, thegirlfriend.
dont be sadddddd. for i swear this 5 WORDS TO YOU, i'll be there for you(:
alright. im waiting for our drinking date eh. hahahaha


Its not right
Its not fair
Its in you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

thanks CJJ and nnette. im feeling lalalala now. LOL!

and dont ask me why the way i reply changes. thanks to my dear friend..

1. yea

2. hahaahahah

3. LOL

4. dont know

5. lazy

interesting right? MY HEAD! hahaha :D

alright. gonna hit the sheets soon. theres check-up tmr! omg. there shouldnt be thing im terrified of eh? hahaha.

Nothing to win
And nothing left to lose.

yet those that treated you the best are usually those you treated awfully.
is that the reason to make them the best?
no doubt. im feeling guilty.

alright. 1130mangoikhereicome :D


PS : CALL MY ROOM.

thanks dan. for coming over
thanks dan for uploading more than 500 songs in my com.
thanks dan. for gg PP with me
thanks dan for all the crappy but entertaining jokes
i dont mind meeting the 2nd dan, less violent of course!

cos now i can only regard you as my friend.
wanting to tell you that i miss your voice, your smile and the way you look at me.
oh how silly am i. rahhs

my new addiction,

With Or Without you by U2 & Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

the tenth months. i've never stop counting..

last night was ****. the fact that i didnt know how/whr/when i fell asleep. good thing is im on my bed this morning. hah

once again, thanks for all the reminders yea.
who really care about everything now?
cos the best thing is that i dont have to care about all your shitty stuff anymore.
why should i even bother planning or thinking so much.
yea, i'll get something to entertain myself very soon.
i forgot that i have already got all the freedom i want. you longer have the rights yes.
lets see how superficial can things get.
see you NO MORE (:

alright. shall go out and get some peace!

"dashi dela"

THE ORIGINAL,



THE NEWER VERSION,



THE "HILARIOUS" VERSIONS,










& I wonder, are you thinking of me cos I'm thinking of you..

seems like nothing that happened pleases me in anyway.

[edit] i shall be nice to YOU anymore. **** OFF!

and its really sad to know the dearest ones are those that doesnt trust or understand you.


yes, i very much wants to embrace you now. and again, i felt like running back to you.