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tuition will never be bored with huiyi around.
cool! cos morning call is provided(:
for once, i felt i will not be late.

AND had a talk with aym just now.
was really a walking up call.
right, im too dependent.
yes, im afraid of the lonely feeling. i got it too much.
and i tense to rely on certain people without realising.
i have never want to admit, and even tried denying.
for now, i felt i shouldnt.

yes, all you people know that i got really a dramatic life.
too dramatic that i myself find it hard to believe it too.
yes, i can only accept it. but im not, for the past few months or even years..
i have always long to own something. and that made me into a really selfish person.
someone i find its scary too? i really hate that.
theres little thing i can do.
i tried in many ways to think of the bright side.
but theres always somewhere that im feeling empty. i find it really hard to fill the emptiness.
perhaps that was why i ended finding myself doing silly little things.
and always leading myself to the emotional side of me.
its hard to explain, but i really wonder why do people even envy my life?
i hate it hell lot.
sorry that i have always misused it.
alright. i will try to handle those stupid feeling well too.
i will just actually have this tendency to easily feel for something.
something really beyond my control.
as for now, i really want to keep everything aside first.
give me time to find what i really need or want alright.
its really a struggle.
to 7-letters-name, you reallyreally need to give me more time.
thanks aym, that talk knock me up!
iwillnotbethatemotionalcreature.

and to the dearest friend i even knew, i hope i didnt scare you and stuff.
that was words of the inner me. and i didnt know why i tell you all that.
perhaps midnight talk could be just words of secrets?
anyhows, thanks for things you did for me.
i hope everything will be just fine. you'll always be my dearest friend.


thanks CJJ for sending me this song.
gotta tell me, samantha mumba.
though i have this song in my com long ago, but thanks again.
its really nice.


get away & i'll focus.

, NOT YOU I GUESS?

i didnt know why i felt tense up just now.
a stupid ***l could made me feel that way.
something's wrong with me.
andand THIS ISNT GOOD.
i dont like this feeling.
its something which seems so empty but yet making me excited?
alright, im contradicting myself.
but thats the fact that i cant deny.
hopefully, it will just...(leave it to fate)
all thanks to you, 7 letters.

i still love M&S's lavender perfume. nicenice(:
lovely just gave me a million reason to love too!
EXCLUDING THE ICE-BERG FEELING, today seems to be nice, as always. hah

trying not to be insatiable.

1. yet, i feel like im saying goodbye to you again.
2. my love last longer than i've realised, ask my journal for evidence.
3. im still deciding if i should go for tmr's event, till 1 am? rahs
4. i cant wait to see cheryl(my so-ever-cute tutor)
5.i got someone to please me for the the next 2 days.
6. one meal per day, and i survived!
7. you're missed! the pillowtofuteddybear(: lovesss

alright. shall stop here for now.

fallen for?

i still got some spare time to blog before i head to the office & raffles town club.
so here i am. hahh

look out of the window now!
dont you realised something?
the haze is getting better?
finally?!
so now, i shall pray for the RAIN(:

erm, had chicken rice for brunch just now.
thanks dym, save all my troubles to Q and stuff. thanks for the treat too.
and i cant believe that i took more than 1/2 hour to finish. yes, perhaps i just cant multi-task.
im not thinking it anymore. i swear im trying hard.

alright. having loads of thoughts in mind, but just dont know what to blog.
thats SAD huh?

****, let's just not get any closer.
****, lets just be JUST FRIENDS.
i'm still leaving all the unsaid words, unspoken.



rahhhhs.

UPDATING...

I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

don't be my regrets, don't be my mistake.

cause right from the start, i've already chosen the wrong one.