im not thinking about it alr, you'll have my blessing.
i'll make you love me more tomorrow.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
credits to hoiwei. im impressed, someone could actually hear this song while struggling with the duper noisy surrounding of the recording. thanks so muchhhhh for helping anyway(:
and meanwhile, another emo oldies i've just added to my mp4.
Now&Forever by Richard Marx
DECEPTION is ****
alright. decided to use both xanga and blogger. dont ask me why for i have explained it for more than a million times today.
stayed home for today. rahhs. almost slept for the whole day. cos the weather is really awesome.
i promise my phone is in good condition cos im using themotorola today. everyone elses get through except for fel. this is so weird. seriously, cant blame me for not believing. anyhows, its too late to say anything now. i just felt i wasted one day of my life. hah didnt really spend time with grandma today, cos shes like forever sleeping.
so am i like suffering from insomnia nowadays? just cant seems to sleep. this is bad): and cousin is forever there to accompany me throughout the night. something i should be glad about..
still, i hate the feeling of being cheated. **** i promise not to quarrel with anyone esp SOME. however, i feel that i have the rights to be pissed. but im not showing it out. rahhs. how i wish i can control my emotions and stuff well. everything is so out of hand. perhaps, im bothered by too many things now. hope its not accumulating. alright. i'll not think about it now. let it be!! shall head off to drink. perhaps this could be a better choice.
somehow, i prefer this version of invisible. but their dance was really hilarious! hahaha
wish you could touch me with the colours of your life
Thursday, November 23, 2006
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
i dont why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We"ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life
I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today "Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right And though I cant be with you tonight And know my heart is by your side
I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I
If You're Not The One Lyrics by Daniel Bedingfield
this song didnt lie. it tells everything.
congrats to richie ass for getting into EXPRESS. (;
*edit & went PP with the bro to get present for him as reward. i can be nice! LOL CJJ tag along.. and saw thegirlfriend there! hahah. was accused being a spy. c'mon, im not that bored. . anyway, bought alcohol and lotsa food. hahah! we're turning PIG. *oinks
Sunday, November 19, 2006
I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm He came around And he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored You don't seem to know Or seem to care What your heart is for I don't know him anymore
There's nothin' where he used to lie My conversation has run dry That's what's going on Nothings right I'm torn
I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune tellers right I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light But you crawled beneath my veins And now, I don't care I have no luck I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things that I can't touch I'm torn
There's nothin' he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's right I'm torn
torn by Natalie Imbruglia
FIRST THING, SORRY PEOPLE! theres something wrong with my phone. sososo, .................. ( all the consequences) esp to those lovely people out there, im alright, NOT DEAD:X (THANKS FOR THE CONCERN) call my room number; and you can hear my voice! (:
i bet everyone enjoyed these few days. stay-over could be ((: one advantage> breakfast is on my table before i ON the com. thanks sweetcandyS. i didnt ill-treat you all right? LOL
alright, hope you're doing well thefriend! andandand bet you like those balloonS! it took me one whole morning to get everything done aye. hopefully, i didnt cause any air pollution:X may everything goes well for the opt. today see you sooon! (:
Thursday, November 16, 2006
apology to you.
sorry thegirlfriend. for hurting your feelings and stuff. perhaps our conversation has always been full of sarcasms, so hurt you without even realising it. oh well. you will forgive me right? hahaha. as you can see, im really sincere (: lets hangout soon, sisterguoxiong, not forgetting the rest of course!
much love.
[ALL WAS A LIE]
end of Amaths!
just let me have alittle break. & out of the so many people that has offered their help, i wanna thank jian ann! nonono. she didnt teach me any amath stuff. however, this buddy of mine was there when im so discourage. that ******* emo night that i wanted to give up on amaths. anyway, so had a bball match at blk108 ytd. to be exact, it was not really a match? shouldnt go into details about it :D however, the talk was endless. both emo-chimology freak, what can you expect? everything about bball was awesome until i felt the pain. rahhs. cant even write properly during the exam. felt so much better after mai-darling's massage. hahaHA (: best of all, she understand my crappyjokes.
I could start dreamin' but it never ends As long as you're gone we may as well pretend I've been dreamin' Straight from the heart
You say it's easy but who's to say That we'd be able to keep it this way But it's easier Straight from the heart
Give it to me straight from the heart Tell me we can make another start You know I'll never go As long as I know It's comin' straight from the heart
I'll see you on the street some other time And all our words would just fall out of line I was dreamin' Straight from the heart
Give it to me straight from the heart Tell me we can make another start You know I'll never go As long as I know It's coming straight from the heart
Give it to me straight from the heart Tell me we can make another start You know I'll never go As long as I know It's coming straight from the heart
CLICK HERE ; STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART BY BRYAN ADAMS (:
I <3 this song!
WOOTS! aym is coming!
HAWHAW < is this familiar? LOL!
FOR LOVELY PEOPLE.
8 more days and YOUALL can ***. IM NOT ***GING EITHER. for now, focus. thats the least i can do for you all. regret having me as your friend? :D thats the agreement, CLEARLY STATED. you better keep to it(: & sorry that i accidentally deleted some of the ***s. alright. i deleted on purpose:X some things are meant to be secrets. hahaha
alright. time's up.
cos it will never come from somewhere deeper than this.
left with 10 minutes. so shall blog alittle! went bedok to meet up with someone that i didnt chat with for 8456475615 million billions of seconds. hahah thanks friend for those encouraging words and the companion. was really great when you have someone to take bus with, all the way to alj. at least, it keep me awake, as always. (: friend was kind enough to stay on, until the collection of the book. however, i must declare that i really didnt know about it until that call. was freaky though, to have someone hiding somewhere' and looking at you. anyhows, thanks a bunch! ((:
& the afternoon was AWESOME. i love the pouring rain, even though its really childish to play under the rain. who cares? i love it. hahaha not forgetting my new addiction, prison break. its a love to this show.
alright. time's up.
'Open up the door just a little more, baby let me in.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
i dont know how much longer can i contain this stupid idiotic feeling? it suck badly. i swear. its never a lie. if it is, its a white one. " you made my tears fall down, it was you, only you. " emo feeling aint getting any better. perhaps a hug from you can RE-assure me now. i know im over-dependent on you. so please, dont do things that will make me upset. take me away if you're leaving. i have never want the day to come. to someone that stands somewhere deep down. & not to forget what that happened 6 years ago. its a secret.
WHILE WAITING FOR HAN HAN,
guess who? close-up one.. MAKE A GUESS! hah clockwise direction(deb, sw, val, est) some stupid shot. LOL deb's favourite action. val is still adorable! sw & val. lovely people! me & val(; smilesmile
DATED : 24/11/06
madness! nothing but love with them around.
PS: copy from here okay. hahahaha (:
a short one.
horrible one week has past. now i pray for best for all?
had AWESOME dinner with old crappy one. seems like im getting "old" too. cos OC&I actually think alike? yea, EC's talk did made tonight, a wonderful tonight. at least was a fruitful one? now that we understand each other better. thanks. & the little alcohol did make everything better too. good things will never last, but hopefully i did make you feel i can always be there, as always. PS: i'll be looking forward for the first ever photograph (:
for now, TADDA! (:
my beloved(:
oh well. i look forward to thurs. not becos its the 2nd last paper. but for the returns of the 3s!
i cant hate you anymore. or maybe i no longer love you. i promise not to make the love as a habit.
guess who?
close-up one.. MAKE A GUESS! hah
clockwise direction(deb, sw, val, est)
some stupid shot. LOL
deb's favourite action.
val is still adorable!
sw & val. lovely people!
me & val(;
smilesmile