Tuesday, November 28, 2006
DECEPTION
is ****
alright. decided to use both xanga and blogger. dont ask me why for i have explained it for more than a million times today.stayed home for today. rahhs.almost slept for the whole day.cos the weather is really awesome.i promise my phone is in good condition cos im using themotorola today.everyone elses get through except for fel. this is so weird.seriously, cant blame me for not believing. anyhows, its too late to say anything now.i just felt i wasted one day of my life. hahdidnt really spend time with grandma today, cos shes like forever sleeping.so am i like suffering from insomnia nowadays?just cant seems to sleep. this is bad):and cousin is forever there to accompany me throughout the night. something i should be glad about..still, i hate the feeling of being cheated. ****i promise not to quarrel with anyone esp SOME.however, i feel that i have the rights to be pissed. but im not showing it out.rahhs. how i wish i can control my emotions and stuff well. everything is so out of hand. perhaps, im bothered by too many things now. hope its not accumulating. alright. i'll not think about it now. let it be!!shall head off to drink. perhaps this could be a better choice.