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just chatted with around like 4 people?
4 sweet and awesome people.
alright. i must say, i enjoyed it((:
oh yes, and i will try to keep to my promises aye! HAHAHA

i like your friendliness, but not OVER alright. lol
(esp my junior:X)
oh, and dear STUDENTS "prefect evonnie" appreciated everything.
but please. just call me EVONNIE, minus the "prefect" yes.

okay, i must really start mugging hard now. thats one of the agreement set, isnt it? (:

everything and everyone is changing.

29/07: went jogging with chermaine wee. im impressed alright. really! had a alittle chat with her too. anyway, hope OLD CRAPPER IS DOING FINE OKAY! the young love the old alright:D
then, had my 2nd round of jogging. after that was dinner with deb and liyun. i would say my night was good? hahah

30/7: went to BLK 109 just now, one of my RESTING place!
alright. i forgot to bring my key, so went there to "slack" while waiting for mummy.
and finally, after so many many months.. i get to meet AH(okay, his name is ALDEN).
i didnt know i had the ability to make someone go giggle non-stop until i met him.
seriously, i did nothing much cos alden's parent, and ho were there.
anyhows, i had a fun time making all the stupid faces la!
ho's father bought us two boxes of durian. AWESOME, cos its bitter-sweet!
then, went home to meet mummy!
she actually forgot that shes meeting me, i knew it. rahs
butbutBUT, i forgave her cos she cooked my favourite soup!
and she walk me to the bus-stop!
i hearts her MANY MANY!(:

i didnt want it to turn out this way either. useless i felt.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, JIAN ANN!
glad that you like that wallet. hahah!
oh, and i know you got lotsa DATES today. lol!
anyway,thanks for always-helping me!
oh, and always organising good outings that we all enjoyed.
and and and.. ALWAYS LEADING THE CHEER!
yea, im hoping to read some real ((: in your blog okay!
i love you, buddy!

i enjoyed pe today. awesome AWESOME!
hilarious HILARIOUS.
no typo, but it was really BAGUS(:
kinda in the madness stage then? haha. you can never imagine how i was like alright.
so im the captain, and the family was my team member. ohh, and buddy was in my team too(:
buddy and i did "slamdunk" just now. good thing that it was a spoilt pole! hahah!
and we won both game.
and i really enjoyed every single minute of the game.
partner maidada and i were laughing throughtout and after the game!

best of all is that, mr tan didnt come today.
TWO FREE PERIODS!!!
see, prayer works! opps:X
so partner slept while i did my left-over HW):
but i can see that shes really stress.
her hands were moving while shes sleeping la.
aw, so i did my best to ask the class to shhhhh.
but it didnt help, even though the discipline mistress was the relief teacher.
perhaps, they just want to show how unlovable they can be?
much of a disappointment though.

oh! and mrs theseira let us off early, cos she said shes tired too! so remedial ended at 3.30? hahah!
sat with clarissa. was nice:D

and i want to thank MACDONALD boy here.
got a free ride to school today.
yes, i overslept, and my maid didnt wake me up again! rahhs
good thing that i managed to get to school on time. hahah!

well, awesome today and horrible tomorrow.
the poor bio students! ):

i pray that you're fine.
i pray that all of you have sweet dreams.
i pray that the smile on your face will always be there.
i pray that the friendship will maintain.
i pray FOR WORLD PEACE.
thats about it.

ohh, AND I PRAY/WISH/HOPE that *grandmum will dream of me tonight! lol

alright. with lotsa love!

now, everyone is out for dinner. rahs.
its a sudden URGE that i want to MOVE back to aljunied.
but, i know its out of question.
mum will never agree.
cos she said, until she can give me a room by myself.
well, that day seems far from now.
faith or trust? i dont know.
alright. grandmum is nagging at me already.
off to eat. blahsss

im finally home!
was running between my two house these few days. all was worthwhile alright! i swear:X
except for some arguement between mum and wayne that i didnt quite enjoy.
and becos of richie, i told a lie today. i didnt want to actually. but for mum's sake, i did it. rahs. i just hope things will be said by tonight. and peace after that.

anyhows, i had stingray for dinner for the first time, last night.
awesome! how i wish everyday could be saturday la. hahah!
yea, had dessert too(:
good thing is that after everything, we could still meet up for dinner.
thanks for being such a good listener and everything. APPRECIATED loads! lovelovelovess!

good thing never lasts, am i right?

this post is just for amanda wing.
cos, im kinda touched that someone even type the whole post about me.

alright, theres this entry that i posted a few days ago.
i really hope that after that post, everything will turn out well.
and yes, it did. but to some only.
erm, that post is not just meant for 1 person , but a few actually. which i do not wish to name out.

anyhows, amanda, like what you've said.
i do not understand you. yes, evonnie admit it alright.
cos she never tried doing so in the first place. perhaps last time. but thats in the past.
and same for you, you dont understand me at all.
like what you've said, its just "the surface" only.
i do admit that my straight-fowardness might just hurt anyone at anytime.
i dont know what ive said that really made you so pissed off. but once again, whether you believe anot, its unintentionally.
i have not attempted to act infront of anyone yet.
if you think i am like that, i will not do anything to stop you from thinking that way.
well, if you wanna spend this last 4 mths just so, go ahead.
dread seeing me, then dont see. your choice aye.
but time to spare some thought for people yes.
cos not everyone would know that rolling eyeball is your habit.
asking to people to shut up or fuck off is your forte.
you can go ahead showing me attitude, cos i shall tolerate it till the very last day. i hope?
cos i just want to keep the good memories together. and have the best impression i had in you.
accept it or not, its your choice.
love still.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH LAM HUI QING!
but rahhhh! she said im not the first to "sing "her the birthday song):
then who issit??!!!
i purposely stayed up till 12 alright!
anyhows, this eccentric little one is so-ever entertaining and funny!
i didnt know she was my classmate for 3 years!
well well, she loves to countdown as much as i do(:
and im always counting down, EVEN NOW!
once again, HAPPY SWEET 16th!!
bet she enjoyed herself today! cos of the blasting birthday song, in class, canteen and during assembly? LOL!
lovesss my countdown!

so, i managed to take some pictures today!
but not gonna upload all now..
perhaps, after faith4/3's BBQ! (yepp, convinced. and going!)
1ST picture:WAI-LIAN and me,
2nd picture: MAI-DAR-LING and me(:
I LOVE THEM EQUALLY much okay! hahaha!

so after chinese listening compre, took bus home with partner. awesome trip!
and my smart partner managed to get me a seat. good thing i listened to her!
cos you will never want to imagine.. BUS 26, loaded with GM's. rahhh!
went to meet mum after that! and went makaning! all my favs again!
mum and her friend are sosoSO CHILDISH can! *laughs
I CAN'T THINK OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN if i werent there. lol!
anyhows,I LOVE the TUTU-kuey we had today!
it really took us quite some time to buy la, due to the LONG-Q! but all was worthwhile(:
went to meet deb before i go home becos i went to pass her the TUTU-kueyS!
was a short meeting. to be precise.. it was less than 15 mins? hahah!
but funnyFUNNY things always happen when the two of us meet up! lol!
*TOO-PID STARHUB/SINGTEL! perhaps M1 might be a better choice? hahah!

as usual, took 13 home and slept on the bus.
and now, its time for HOMEWORK!
rahh. im lacking of SLEEP!

and finally i got some SLEEP!
real exhausted for some reasons. lol
anyhows, i kinda love saturday for SOME reasons.
played catching with mum ytd. hilarious!
but i lost! booBOOboo):
after that was lecturing from her. i bet she didnt realise that i only got 1/4 of her words in:X
and i ps her to meet deb for dinner. good thing mum wasnt angry. i wil/needa pay back alright!
so had dinner with deb.
i knew we can never finish the BIG bowl of claypot. but that girl just dont believe me lah!
tada! in the end, 4 cans of greentea. but 1/4 leftover! lol!
went to playground and talk alittle.
so even though i missed the firework last night. but eveything was still AWESOME!(:
so i always love SAT!
no pictures at the moment.. but i promise to take some AWESOME NICE ones some time later! hahaha.
and i cant wait for national day.. ONE REASON > firework, of course(:

and im counting to next sat!
and tmr shall be the last day mum working in her coffeeshop. CHEERS!
dont forget that PROMISE okay! boohoohoo(X

and now, homework time):

i swear im not showing any attitude this time. really not(:
but must you force me to spell everything out?
thinking that i dont have to say a single thing, and you could see the changes.
but seems like, im wrong.
alright, the evonnie you know, has always been straight-forward person, same for this time then.
frankly, i have encountered quite alot of frienship problems recently.
and i have been repeating myself for .. times.
im tired. really.
had enough tearing for all those stuff.
i dont want to force anyone, neither do i like being forced.
its hard to hold on to something that is no longer there. not that we didnt try to salvage.
gladly, we did try. but it didnt turn out what we expected.
we're still friends(:
erm, who dont want a good/best friend right?
but perhaps, im not your one or vice-versa.
i just want to be frank. or rather, i dont want to drag things further.
afterall, exam is just around the corner.
shouldnt we just spend this last moment happily. and not get distracted by any other things.
well, dont get the wrong idea alright.
we're still friends okay. i emphasize.
i just want to end all the exisiting problems.
if theres anything, i'll still be there.
im not good at words,so maybe this is the best way to express myself i guess.
friends are there for you, and not to create problems or stuff.
and friends are supposed to be frank, and not have the awkward feeling when they see each other.

alright, have a great day ahead everyone.
xoxo

happy birthday amanda!
Enjoy YOUR day to the fullest alright. (:

went to work for mum last night.
perhaps its the last time?
richie and me went down first, while mum was still pigging at home.
i just felt differently. i guess richie felt the same way too.
so even though my whole body was aching, i still did all the usual job.
then after work, ang came. he wanted to send us home. but mum insisted that we gonna walk home. so in the end, we went for supper.
but i didnt join them.
becos had hollywood's duck porridge, city plaza's scallop you mian, honeyball + corn dessert,sugarcanewithlemon for dinner. all my fav at one go! you just read my mind well la. thanks for everything.
oh and that surprise. it was AWESOME.
*but you took my wallet without asking me again! LOL

AND,THANKS WAI-LIAN!
for that advance bdae present for me and madeline, even though its still * mths away.
partner and i love you yah! (:

i have learnt not to be greedy
perhaps, one is enough. ONE alright(: you know it.
i have learnt not to be jealous. cos some of the things are not meant for me.
i have learnt to be satisfied and contented for what i have. not asking for more already.
and i have learnt how to appreciate cos you appreciated what i did too.
im beginging to accept things which i cant.
alright. this is just another random post of mine.
well well, gotta rush to aljunied now.
my dear old crapper, dont forget my morning call.

xoxo

so today was photo-taking.
kinda satisfied with the arrangement. lol
and the family finally took their first ever QUAN JIA FU.
yea. its our last year!
thanks to all my beloved. thanks to the family who stand by me when im down. thanks for trusting me when no one else did. thanks for ever tolerating with my craps and those nicks i have given you all.
namely;
made-line(my partner for 3mths): mai-DAR-ling
jolynn foo- ZHU LING FU
waimin- WAI LIAN
minglian- MUN TOU
and more which i dont want to post it out. for some reasons. hahah!
oh, and thanks for always lending me W*******S.
and making coming school worthwhile.
also, thanks to those that i have left out aye.
APPRECIATED(: love!
alright. i still got another 4 mths++ with you guys. hahah!

after PHOTO-taking was PE.
woah. horrible but still kinda fun!
silent killers are :minglian, huiyi, deborah, amanda, huangyin etc. people who played well without people knowing alright. cos usually, they are so gentle and quiet. so do not judge a book by its cover! i learnt my lesson(:
madeline and me were both attacked.
i seriously dont want a violent game. but some just ATTACK and ATTACK.
in the end, i fell for like 3 times?
but i wasnt angry alright. really not. hahah
anyhows, i still love faith 4/3's cheers! woohoo!

sat with kleo during remedial.
she just never fail to make me LAUGH!
perhaps thats the reason why i didnt fall asleep during remedial. haha!

and i was smsing lyly for the whole day.
that make my day even entertaining(:

rahh. im running for tmr's sports day.
hope it will turn out well(:

xoxo.

amazed by you.

i wonder when will it be the day that i dont sleep in the bus.
when will it be the day that i sleep real peacefully.
long day i had.
remedial was all the way till 4. then after that was prefects' meeting. rahhh
those trainees were so afraid of us. do we look that scary?
anyhows, they got their BLACK BOOK and TIE today. BIAS!
cos, my batch wore the STUPID TAG for more than half a year before we got our tie.
and now, they wear the "nicer tag" for 3 weeks? and they got their tie.
BUTbutBUT, our tie is much more nicer than theirs.
theres a difference okay! HAVE A REAL CLOSE LOOK! hah!
but i didnt stay to help them with their tieSS..
cos of some reasons. *deborah must be laughing at me now. COS SHE KNOWS WHY!

and now, time for the endless HOMEWORK):

xoxo

school was kinda fun with those few around.
the family went home togther. bus trip was hilarious alright.
but too bad, im not supposed to tell what happened.
anyhows, cant wait to see the family in school tmr!

so italy won the WORLD CUP. woohooo!
its tiring to watch the whole match. but not as bad as to watch and talk on the phone at the same time.
rahh. i want to tell the WHOLE WORLD that chermaine wee aka "OLD CRAPPER" 's brain is sooooo soooo RUSTY! worse than LFL la. lmao!
we're supposed to wake each other up and watch the match together. but... SIGHs):
well, she look super energetic today, while me> RESTLESS!!!

alright. i wanna thank someone here.
deb, that's you! hahah
BECOS of the other "deborah", you purposely type in that TWITS language.
awww. so nice of you. IM SO TOUCHED. LOL!
loveLOVElove<3

chermaine wee, is this the font you're looking for?
its, FONT(1st column), NORMAL SIZE(2nd column).
hopefully it can help you. cos i went to try out everything just to look for this font. LOL
TO: you aka OLDCRAPPER, who is mad now? did you really see carefully? i shall "return" the stick to you. use it in ur tagboard. blahhs. and i didnt say you love me. unless you insist it :X lol. love back then. hah.

slept at aljunied ytd.
and it was AWESOME.
cos my MOGU was partially wet when i woke up, get what i mean? lol

had dinner with deb last night!
went to "ten-storey" to eat ice kachang..
BUT, deb's RED RUBY didnt turn out well! ): rahh.
our dinner was fab. cos we shared.
hahaha, so now you know, to make your food tasty, SHARE IT!
so the talk just go on and on(:
finally... went to her house for the first time.
she show me loads of pictures last night la. *LAughs
in the end, we ended up talking in the room.
and,i would say, if its neater, it will be my "ideal" room alright. kinda love it.
yea, i would want to stay-over one day. haha!
went home ard 10+ cos both of us needa wake up kinda early the following day.
so she sent me home.. and vice-versa. how lame huh(:

then after that was long talk with wayne.
it was nice. hahah
and finally, he stop quarelling with richie.
so you see, thats when IM IMPORTANT. i stop all the cold wars! woohoo.
then the 3 of us went for supper.

come on, i cant wait for the next sat!

XOXO

i dont want to sleep alone! RAHHH.
horrible feeling i got AGAIN last night.
some may know what im talking about..
so i only sleep like ard 3AM?
my plan of waking up EARLY failed.
i know i missed it again):
maybe tmr? hahaha!
and now im waiting for DEB,the GREAT, to blog.
shes finally blogging! hahaha(:

YOU'RE SICK!
i feel bad whenever i heard the cough.
pass it to me then, and maybe you'll recover faster?
i hate august for some reason):
maybe becos you're leaving soon.. *sighS

in love with air supply & secondhand serenade<3

i dont feel jealous over certain things alr. HOPEFULLY YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!

dont feel like talking about school now. rahhh.
So how did i spent my friday,
after S****l, went to fel's hse.
madness time over there. *barks (:
i shall not go into DETAILS.
then, went to meet mum and her friend at the hawker centre.
ordered my favourite lemon+sugarcane juice( less ice)..
uncle jonathan was really nice!
becos, he told his customers that all the pancakes was sold out.. but it was NOT!
he gave it to me.the last piece.. awww!
then kept asking my mum about me.
kinda OVER-friendly.. lol!
and he even ask me one question 4 times, in less than 5 mins.
mum's friend got rather annoyed, so we went home.

wanted to wave to deb before i got home(siglap)..
but something happened.
so in the end, ended up running with her..
funnyfunnyFUNNY!

oh btw,fish-head!
thanks for telling me the good lobang!
i will be waiting for your good news! hahahah.
and im really kidding. didnt really want you to buy that for me. so i dont expect anything yes. really. (:

HALF-DEAD):
make me breathless.

half-alive.

i dont think i will do well for my oral?
whats with me?!
rahh. my tongue just tangled up out of the sudden.
and i can tell my heart beat was to the fullest eh.
everything seems to screwed up.
well, everything is over, what can i do?
run awayyyyyyyyy~
lend me your shoulder now! rahhhhhhh

another 14 hrs and blabla minutes.. i will be taking O-level CHINESE ORAL! rahhh
homework is killing me. its ENDLESS alright! i need A BREAK.
cos when theres less homework, i can sleep more, AND I WONT SLEEP IN CLASS!
i really didnt intend to fall asleep in class. forgive me aye!
but my dearest partner just couldnt bear to wake me up, so this kind of life cant go on!
and my deepest fear is to see my table FLOODED with....
i *drool when im really sleepy. (X
for instance, during the NSW exam today, i actually fell asleep while writing..
good thing is that i didnt *drool, and i woke up on time! so i manage to finish? hahah!
oh, and that red sofa is still as COMFORTABLE to sleep on.. something i totally cannot resist!
thanks for DISTURBING lahh!(:

if there's no trust, things get rather meaningless.
simply not bothering it might just help the situation.
and i just wont admit to things i didnt do. i wont.
and please dont create more troubles.
whats the point, only cowards like you bear grudges.
remember, amanda and i are finding you, coward.
just you wait.


TREAT ME LIKE A CHILD(:
counting down.

never liked someone like that before.
you know it somehow, its true.
its a lie i never tell.
its a gap we never seems to fill.
why would it?
how it should be?
those question you never seems to answer.
those words i would never say.
its just the way.
should we gather, or just let it pass with regrets.

thats some of the pictures i've uploaded for Agape Club's ROD 2006!
and now, ive officially stepped down.HAHAH(:
the next one, that im waiting is pb's ROD!
that will be a real FORMAL ONE! gosh. butbutBUT, im not performing this year! hahaha. i will just sit there, eat, and ENJOY TO THE FULLEST!
oh btw, becos of my promise that i will blog, i RE-UPLOADED those pictures for more than 5 times! rahh.
and, i kept to my promise(;
so those in agape, appreciate the little thing that your senior had done for you aye. lol.
ps: dear davina, see the 4th picture? i've uploaded too(:
hahaha edited by, DAVINA, yu shan!



stay there! i dont care what they say, loving you anyway.

after my AWESOME bus journey.
went to mum's coffeeshop.
unexpectedly, almost everything of me was SIMILAR TO HER.
then MUACK she goes, and theres a BIG RED MARK ON MY FACE.
and the thing is.. i forgot to clean it off. well, im not suppose to anyway.
so i kinda caught everyone's attention just now. hahaha.
then had a real filling meal, but i insisted on paying it myself.
after that, the talk went on..
mum cried again? hahha
she said something real SWEEEEET to me just now. hahahaa!
kinda touched by it. was really UNEXPECTED.
then after that we went for "massaging session".
AUNTIE JOY's skill was superb. and i go OUCHING~ like mad.
i didnt know of my own condition until i was told.
so i must really take good care of myself.. haha
and will good things last this time round? i hope so.

you're not just a friend to me. a special part of me.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY WEICHAO!
thats like so fast.
and i still got to wait for another 5 years, 2 mths and ** days.
well well, we'll meet one day.
thats a promise. HAHA!

EVERYTHING IS SO MUCH BETTER NOW! alot better i mean.
now that grandmum is back, everything has been AWESOME!
but when i come back, shes sleeping.
when im eating, shes also sleeping.
and when im going to bed, shes still sleeping.
only get to talk to her just now.. hahah!

things has been changing..
i just felt it this way.
and i dont know when can i commit again.
but, it wont be just anyone, and easily.
and i think just for another five months, everything will no longer be the same.
treasure it more, or you will just lose it forever.
i know im not being too emotional when i say this.


tested and true.