nothing so mundane

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

love.

just feel like thanking someone.
the one who cut fruits for me everyday without fail.
the one who walks up the stairs just to see i have recovered from my sickness.
the one who nag becos im always missing my meals, not sleeping early.
the one who always try to cook for me.
the one who snatch my pillow.
the one who is just like my shelter.
the one who i kisses the most.
the one who i simply cant live without with.
the one who im worried about every now and then.
the one who is also not feeling well right now.
im just touched for all the things you did for me, cos no one else will.

am i being too emo?
perhaps becos of the songs im listening right now. LOL.
my new addiction. hahaha

a feeling that i cant describe now.
i just saw something that is not very pleasant for me.
but come to think again, i got no rights to feel that way.
and why am i not concentrating more on my studies now?!
sometimes, i just hate myself pretty much. rahhh.
i can only blame myself for everything.
sunk.

anyway, today was a pretty fun day. FOR DONT KNOW WHY, i quite like today.
everyone seems to enjoy the day MINUS the MR ANAND.
i will definitely miss today, cos i know it will not be everyday.
when everything and everyone is like total madness, its always awesome fun.
but good things dont last forever aye..

even though the word was nothing to you. but it reflected everything.
and i really mean everything.
its really disappointing. it hurts so much.
the painful feeling that im unable to describe.
was it all worthwhile?

11.31pm. i will do everything i can till the day i couldnt.