Wednesday, April 05, 2006
madnessRAINY SEASON?my shoe seems to get wet everyday.and the moment i stepped into the house, my grandmum will always ask the same old sentence:" where's your umbrella?"the answer: " its in my bag"well, i just like to walk in the rain. kinda enjoyed it alot.the consequence, headache and fever in the night.and it will just make me miss that bowl of scallop porridge..but you'll never know how much i missed the time when you and i run in the rain.so today was kinda family gathering.but i dont know why. i stayed in the room until everyone went back.anti-social? im not. but just felt like resting in the room and not talk to anyone. they will be forever repeating:" this year O-level right?''. somehow, i just feel like telling them, i think i have repeated myself more than 5 times aye.so its O-level year. but im still in the lala land. doing nth.somehow, i couldnt recall a single thing that ive done. the cycle will just go on and on. i dont know what i want. dont know what im actually thinking.anyw,mum was so sick, so she didnt come.well, i felt guilty. cause i cant do anything. i only get to see her once in a week. just hope the person who is sick is me. really.anyhows, if anyone see a RED BILLABONG PENCIL-BOX, please tell me.yes. i lost it in school.i hope i could find it. i'll reward the person who found it alright. i promise(:it has come to a point that i dont know how to be frank with you.
sometimes, i just dont want to hear so much about you.
sometimes, i just turned away and pretend not to see it.
i bet you realised it aye.
maybe, it doesnt matter anymore. 10.06pm. its fate
