Wednesday, March 15, 2006
to you,seems like my predictions came true.to me, you are becoming more like me, in some ways.you might not feel it, but i know what i am. go think about it yes? hahah.you are someone who is once very important to me. not that now not anymore.but, some things has changed.you are someone very unique. very special. you are not like my any other friend.between us, these are some taboo words,NO "dearest bla bla" , "darling blabla" nor whatever.to me, you are one that ANTI all those sweet words.not that it is no good or what, but somehow..we are friend that dont show love or concern through words. BUT ACTION.yes, our friendship is the weirdEST ever.eg. we dont talk to each other or treat each other like stranger for weeks or months. BUT after we meet up or end up talking on phone, the talk just lasted for HOURS and so on..but somehow, our obstacles are always those FT rumours.if its not about me, its will be about us.have you ever wonder why its not rumours about you that affect US.let me tell you, i wish not to believe. and not even want to mention infront of you.a simple reason: i believe what i see, what i hear and how much i know about you. but not, what people told me or anything.sometimes, i really hope that youre not affected by some stuff.to my disppointment, you were very affected.eg. you "avoided" me for WEEKS. for that stupid reason.have you ever thought how i felt during that FEW WEEKS.anyhows, i dont know what can i do to prevent everything from happening.neither do i wish to press on you.( thats what i learnt from you anyway)so i think trusting each other and ignore some stupid rumours is very important.and why do i care so much about "that rumour"because, i knew you would have doubts in me.and who else can say that rumour to you? i somehow know the answer alright.and im sure people who told you, are always that few person who like to gossip behind people's back. and somehow, i felt that they are also those few that like to gossip about me and spread those idiotic rumours. you might think im sensitive, but go think about it, am i wrong to say that?we might think very differently, but i just felt we understand each other too well.theres so much i want to tell you.but once again, because of FEAR, i chose not to.frankly,i hate to force people or press on anyone.so i hope, you dont press on me either to tell you whatever things. and i promise, i will not.its getting too long. if anything, we'll settle it one day.take care. REST WELL!(:10.12pm. P.S I LOVE YOU, song that you shldnt miss(;
