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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:
XIN NIAN KUAI LE.
may you ppl get lotsa hong baoS.
you can share it with me if you want to. *gees


just felt like blogging when everyone is gg ard to pai nian..
THE FIRST DAY OF CNY,
i dun really have any CNY mood.
felt smt cos im wearing red right now.
and my table was full of HONG BAOs.
but, i haven even wish any of them lahh.
cos i just woke up.. its 2+ now anyway.
i didnt sleep last night.
DIDNT stay up and use com/went anywhere with fren..
but, when you people are smiling to your red packet in your dreams..
i went templeS with my mum and her fren.
guess we went round S'pore lahh.
came home only at 8+.
im duper tiredd.

ohh, now im waiting for the steamboat.
im craving for it man!
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youre right to say that.
that person still haven got out of my mind nor life at the moment.
im doing nth abt it. i just wanna sleep. heh(:


anyway, ONE MORE DAY!!
see, i still rmb.
hope i can still make you happy alright.

i think i shld go to my dreamland now.
DO NOT DISTURB OKAY.
im really really very very tired
3.28 lost.

im so damn bored idiotic.
i just deleted for what i just blog.
sometimes, whatever you blogged will just cause more misunderstandings.
so that just leave me with one choice.
DELETE IT.
nvm, i shall not say it alr.

got 2 days of MC..
ohh well, i promise to photocopy for ZHONGx2 the evidence of my MC.
when im ard, she will pick on me, and when im not ard, still she did.
i really dont know whats wrong with her sia.

went to my island today. HAHA
SENTOSA.
was nice. but we only reached there ard afternoon.
hmm, we missed quite abit of the sun though.
volleyball, bball and loads more..
took chairlift and had a splendid luge ride.
was fun.
so now i only left with the the sky tower and 4D magix. HAHA
anyw. i still think that sick people shldnt stay at home.
cos the more you sleep, the weaker you will become.
so we must EXERCISE AND PLAY yahh. (:
hmm. then we had billy bombers for dinner. was like 100++.
still the food wasnt that awesome.
i still think that time when i went with gladys was nicer..
anyw. i insisted to dao bao my "leftovers"..
yes, they thought it was like so .... of me
but to me, i think as long as i dont waste it, its good enough.
its for cousin anyway.
since i ps him, so thats the only way i could redemn myself aye.
HAHA. cousin forgave me anyway.(:


somehow, you are the one who makes me think i shldnt.
yea.. it kinda pointless anyway.
forget it then.

3 DAYS(:

12.13am. NUMB enough

finally back from school.
for these past few days.. i can only get home by 6?
i really got so tired.
the worst thing that can ever happen is to sleep in the bus..
cos i will most probably overslept.
and i either have to walk that long distance or take the opp bus home..
theres so many things i got to do by today..
ENG HOMEWORK!
and loads more of course..
well, FAITH 4/3's tree turned out well.
i even took a picture of our creation!
im damn proud of my class..
well, you'll know when you stayed back and did smt..
you will just feel differently.. HAHA

if only i have the answer to everything..
things would be so much different.
if only you could understand some of it,
things would be much better.
if only you are here to testify everything,
im sure it will be better.
but pls do not worry..
i will sort thing out soon. and i mean really soon.


well, someone smile to me today..
it was really nice, really really very nice.(:

5 more days to ****'s bdae. CHEERS!


6.48pm. i will never let you know.

hotel stay-over was nice,but still didnt get to go esplanade though is that near.
my 'today' was not that good either, except for my morning sunbathing..
when things dont go according to plan, you'll find that it sucks.
i dont ask for perfection, but i think today was just too bad for me.
i wasted my time, my money, and so much there to mention..
i have to admit i somehow blamed that person.
but well, i think it shld not be "that way" always..
sometimes things have to be changed here and there to make it beautiful in some ways..
if it remain and just to make someone happy... then i really dont see the beauty of it.
hmm..i really feel like blogging some stuff.
but due to some reasons, i dont think i shld..
i just got to stop here.

FISH-head, i know im straightforward.. and that it had hurt you in some ways.
but just hope that you know my intention alright..
im sorry yahh.

how do you feel when you are actually disliking someone you onced adore.
its stupid. but well.. tell me,brilliant one..if you really know the answer.

HEADSTART IS OVER!
i really cant imagine..
since headstart can kill me.. what's more for O's!
well, little accomplishment is that i made it till the end.
it wasnt easy. but somehow i know i did something that im proud of.
even though i was already sleeping so early last night, but my mind was in the textbook? see, thats what you got if you always slack.
yes, i do have regrets. but what can i do?
anyw. its OVER..
theres more that i shld work on..
but the problems is.. im always saying. not really doing.
which is bad. real bad.
hmm. maybe i shld take mr tan's advice..
give myself a break till this weekend.
then no more monkey business already.

today was my worst day ever.
i got scolded for some stupid reasons for twice from that same person.
okay. i find it nth wrong to speak up for my class yahh.
but what did i got?
scolding..
guess what did lfl asked..
" so you think is the teacher's fault?"
well, i really wanna say YES! like what you all think i shld say..
but pls. under the circumstances when she got serious PMS..
blame it all on my luck.
i shldnt go to the toilet lor.. then she wouldnt even had to chance to talk to me.
or rather.. i shld say.. i shld ps xiao lao shu alone there and talk to her.
cos lfl was like prefect.. prefect..
and please i was way infront.
so sometimes, it pays to be kind.
okay. chapel..
amanda was asking me to sit closer to her.
and then she started asking me abt about my pimples..
just was when i was replying..
lfl pop out..
and ask me to stand, then started blah blah blah..
and i was made to sit near to her feet after that.
which is a torture?
and please.. she was talking to miss lim when the pastor was talking..
so i feel like asking her, what rights has she got to scold me and made me sat there.
okay..then one-to-one talk with mrs loh..
again, lfl told her abt ytd..that stupid stupid arrangement thingy tt she was not happy with.. not purely my class's fault yah.
and again.. i argued for my class..
but too bad, teacher still side teacher.
i cant do much though i tried really hard.
now, i really had to agree with chermaine.
lfl was ...

alright. enough of that..
i want a break!
so you guys just dont come asking me what happen ah..
guess its clear enough?
really. stop asking me" what happened??"
it will just make me hate lfl more..


all out of love. 7.27pm

i realised something real serious here.
ohh my. ive been blogging so constantly.
STRESS!
this is the only little space that i can let out things..
kill me!
biology was...
dont feel like mentioning.
but still got to say, i didnt regret going out.
well, the fact is that i didnt study but slept for my whole night.
call me a pig or anything for all you want.
seems like i really got to do something about it.
STM has gone from bad to worse.
i dont know whats happening.
please.. i really hope i can get all those junk out of my brain.
i know im not concentrating and focusing.
i hate my freaking brain.
i hate myself more when i thought about thing that i shldnt be thinking.
rainy days can be good. but tt also means no tanning.
hopefully, that second day of CNY can be BRIGHT. VERY VERY BRIGHT AND SUNNY.
so that i can go tanning with my friend.

im was kinda rude ytd. guilty and more remorseful..
cos i really wants aunt to "ban diao" the computer.
somehow, just got that urge not to see the computer again.

alarm just rang..

time to study. I MUST REALLY STUDY!
hey, rmb to pray for me ok.
since you said it, then you must do it yes. hahah

goodnight to those who are gonna sleep.

11.20pm. that five-letter word..

just got home..
after my ice kachang at "ten storey"
so nice huh.
got someone to wait for you after school and eat with.
if only more of this could happen, it would be great.
but not everyday, if not where will this "appreciate" word come.
im satisfied already..
i dunno if you will get to read this.
but im happy to have you with me today.
like what ive said,
i think you are the one who understand me in the whole wide world now yea.
now being exaggerate. haha.
dont have to worry for anything. just remain as it is, and its good enough.
just dont compare with anybody else.

ohh.
sorry people. i was told im duper "high" today.
so if i was too much to you.. im sorry.

last warning!
NO MORE AFTER 2.15PM.
dont try to threaten me anymore.
today is the last time okay. i mean it alright. hahaha
you are so damn mean..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!
i didnt fail to surprise you yes?
haha. thats me!
hope you like it.:)
ONE BIG KISS. mwah!

bathe and biology time!
7.50pm. get me higher man!

haha. im blogging.
headstart tmr!
hmm. according to nice fish-head boy..(thanks for doing ur HW yea:)
my batch is still in that 3 month thingy.
so those that wanna go to good JC, please study real hard!
cos im trying to do so yahh.
but after that talk by our dear relief teacher, mr EUGENE choon, gave us.
oh man.. none really feel like going to jc alr lah.
now.., i really dunno howda answer mark's question.
okay. i shld really study.
not by words but by actions.
but how can i ever do it with my com ard.
i just cant stop touching it.
save me man!

shall stop here aye.

7.48pm. undoubtedly.

it could somehow take very long that i will blog after this post.
finally, im saying this after so many times..
dearest com is finally leaving.

i didnt have lesson today.
which is like how cool. but yet tiring.
its more than you expected.
having sore throat now..
my legs are getting better!
had a wonderful netball and volleyball game during my break time.
dance was super fun. esp that yeah yeah yeah yeah part.
but i really hate when it come to finding people and shouting.
gosh. the whole of my recess was to find ppl and remind this and remind that.
but walkie talkie was indeed a great tool. it really helped us alot.
wanna thank my 3 fantastic netball helper.
without them, i dont think im still alive alright. haha
everyone is missing our sec 1 amd 3 camp now.
time really flies.
good things dont last.
we finally came to realise it when we're sec 4.

so perhaps its time to put aside all the playing and slacking.
meanwhile for now is holiday hw. more hw. and HEADSTART!

oh well, pb is really a nice place to sleep.
thanks for letting me to sleep for that short while.
thanks for the waiting yea. haha.
i started to like that " i dont wanna miss a thing" song again.
great lyrics. and nice song for sleeping. haha.
theres so much things that ive missed.
now, i really dont wanna lose you.
neither do i wanna miss anything again.
just stay as it seems. or just make it better.

im so so tired. hates to drool again. cos i almost did in bus. HAHA.

goodnight my dears.


10.59pm. captivated:)

counting down..i gonna miss my com. real much.

yvonee chew didnt come to school today..
but luckily. my day wasnt that bored afterall.
but still. i was sleepy.
just feel like chopping off my leg now.
cos its giving me alot of problems.
i cant stand still.
cant walk well.
hmm. i tink for the time being. i cant run. cant do push-up.
which is a good news? HAHA.
NICEst part of today was the watermelon trip i guess?
well, i just love them so much. haha.
i dunno how i managed to get you guys laugh until like that?
but somehow, i just did.
that was when i forgotten about the pain.
just hope everything was great like this.

8.57pm.dinner time. and my show! haha

most probably saying goodbye to my com on friday.
latest next week..
yes. grandmum had said to buy me a new one.
that make me guilty.
so guilty for not going home early.
guilty for not coming home these few days.
somehow, im just trying to run away.
felt bad for doing all these.
perhaps afterall, i still hate to face that empty room.

school was HAHAHA today.
but stupid shoe got me 6 blisters.
and the moment i walk, i felt my leg gonna break if i walk any further.
im tired. i slept for the 3/4 of the chapel.. and 3/4 of joanne wong's talk.
YVONEE CHEW.TIFFANIE CHIA. was so kind sia?they woke me up! LOL
DAWN KOH too. i will rmb to mention her name. cos she was the one who ask me not to sleep in class.
see. O level make ppl changed so much. im impressed.
she said this year O level. cannot sleep.. must study and concentrate.
i guess i will. HAHA. partner know the best yea?
after school, it was even HAHAHAHA.
went crystal jade with my two dearest.
amanda treated us alright.
told you. when she is not RAHhhhing..
she can be nice. HAHA.
well, went to walk ard town with them.
nothing much about town.
but was the talking. the crapping makes us go crazy. HAHA.
though amanda was like "walk faster lah evonnie".
but she still care well for my leg.
joanne was there walking slowly with me..
anyway.
hmm. poor amanda got warned by that feaking bus uncle for jay crossing.
however. jay crossing was fun. isnt it? LOL.

alright. i got loads of things to do now.
im satisfied with the changing of teachers though they started giving hw alr..
except for chinese? oh myy.. i cant imagine for my next half year..
hoping for a better tmr.
pray for the best.

6.59pm. got to ZOOM! haha


AMANDA WING! IS THIS BIG ENOUGH FOR YOUR EYES?
SMILE YEA?

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
though its abit late now. .

wondering why im still blogging?
cos my com is still in my room right now.
heard the lorry was too full to even put any more things.
but still it will be shifted sooner or later.

ytd countdown was NICE. nicer than christmas.
though i reach city hall at 12..
but..
im satisfied becos i didnt have to countdown in the train.
im satisfied becos i didnt miss the firework.
esp the firework. it just get us higher and higher.
but after that..
there was a serious air pollution. real bad.
headed to KFC after that.
but before that, we walked rounds and rounds lah.
places that we went..
beach road. bugis. kallang river. that scary path just above the high way.
in the end. still got a cab to bring us there.
then went to buy drink.
i must say i still prefer gin.
long island got too much gas that it make me produce that freaky sound for the whole show.
that stupid freaky bell woke me up at 12 today.
im lack of sleep.

didnt go wild wild wet today.
cos weather was making fun of us.
went to some other place instead.
my house! taking bus for the rest of the time. eating and waiting.. haha

if only time can be extended, then maybe we can spend our time longer together.
im not wrong to say that huh.

okay. shall get some rest now.

GOODNIGHT!