Friday, December 16, 2005
something that i really like to control of.. FATE.its playing me too much.i got so angry of myself.but i can do nothing, nothing at all.everything seems so impossible. why?saw xm's message and missed call today.im kinda surprised.as i expected..other than asking some stupid fcuking question.what else can you ask me of. its nothing else again.and other than disappointed, i dun know what else to say.from the way you typed,had already tell me everything.thanks so much yea. i wanna thank you for giving me an answer.at least i dont have to wait again. you explain it all.since it like that, i dont see any need for me to think of the past.perhaps everything just end here for now.lets not talk about anything.you should be none that i should be concerned of right.CJL asked me out ytd.due to my work. i didnt go. frankly, even if i didnt work. i dont think i would go.i know im very straightforward.i just want to say, you can regard me of anything you want.however, its none that i would be concerned of yahh.go be your good girlfriend.i just want to say.there are something that you cant hide forever.i just hope i didnt waste my messages telling you so much.its not a scolding.but at least i think i need to remind you.its up to you to seek my advices.dont expect too much from me either. and i guess. i stated everything crystal clear ytd.you should be able to understand yes. if not forget it.time for my 100plus+gin+ice. pure GIN without ice can be as hot and nice. HAHAanyway. i really hope i can beat that 7 cups challenge given by stephanie.well. its a matter of time. i promise to drink all 7 if you buy me that big bottle. HAHAbroken and tired:12.39am
