Friday, November 25, 2005
i cant tell out how i feel now.
total mess.
something seems missing.
i really dont know where to find it.
at this point of time. i hope someone can read my mind, and know what i want.
cos i, myself dont even know what i really want.
but usually.
when i lost something. regardless of what.
i would either think about it or search for it the whole day OR i'll just HACK.
but now. im not.
this is so WRONG.
and suddenly i realise i dun like green that much.
something that i like for so long..GREEN?
im choosing some other colours.
i find it so stupid. i hope i wont be affected.
okay. one very idiotic fren of mine say its time to be fickle-minded.
she just dont like the way i love about some stuff.
cos once i like about something. its kinda like forever.
but now.. it dont seems to be.
perhaps. i shouldnt really always like something that forever long.
same goes to other thing. but i hope i still like GREEN!:)
alright. im talking rubbish.
someone, please fill me with something. im close to madness?
okay. that song.. WHERE ARE YOU.. awesome. i cant stop repeating.
yes yes. whereareyouwhereareyouwhereareyouWHEREAREYOU.
hmm. and finally. i know howda sing that hao xin fen shou song. only that chinese part though.
okay. for now. i'll fill my mind with all those song. rahh. zzz