Friday, October 21, 2005
i blog the other day. which i dont even remember is which day.
but that blog cant be publish. wasted.
hmm. shall just talk abit about it.
its story of me.
i reflected some stuff.
but thinking back. i dont think i would thought it the same way anymore.
things are just different.
i have learnt.is time to make some changes to my life.its wrong. total mess.shldnt have even thought of those stuff. things that are impossible.things that are wrong.things that are not as simple as i thought.yes. not all things are possible.when the fact is there. just got to accept.sometimes. i wondering where does all the pain come from.those sourish-bitter feelings that just come piercing my heart. no one will be able to feel it i guess.but well. i cant always make the same mistakes again and again.i can only say. though those wound can be heal. but the scar will always remain.and i should always use it as a reminder.i blame no one but myself.i have already gave up things.let it be.i dont want it to happen again. its time to put an end.there should be no regrets.cause i have already tried. tolerated. believed. forgive. trust.no matter how much more the pain gonna hurt me.its time to end it.