Monday, October 31, 2005
hmm. some said my blog is really not easy to be understood.
to this. i can only say. if you bother. read it?
if not just read and tag just to kill time alright?
cause i'm not forcing you to UNDERSTAND what i blog here.
hmm. i am not someone who blog their daily live or routine.
that will be like so bored?
i blog things that come from inside. deep in..
MONEY MONEY! i hate MONEY!
money is really nothing to me?
because of money. i tolerated for that few hours.
what's that for..i regretted alot. really.
well. i really hope i can just vanish from where i am now.
nothing seems to go RIGHT.
mum was obviously showing attitude and unfairness.
she told me that she want to give me some LECTURING these few days.
well. i accepted. cause i thought it will be good.
but that first LECTURING that i got is already===>BAD
got all the accuse and stuff...
what more does she want? i really gave up so many things. let go so many things.
just for her?
i wonder if it is worth it?
yesterday just watch a Korean show. cant remember the title.
but after that show.. really miss my grandmother so much.
whoever just happen to see this..
hmm.. i really hope you guys treasure your grand parents.
you might not know when they will leave us.
but once they are gone..they will never be back.
we will then no longer get to eat the food they cook for us.
may not even have the chance of hearing them calling our name.
by then.. its too late to do anything..
but just now.. i really dont know why grandma wanna argue because of that $100?
is it worth it?
for this one last time..
i really hope to end all the unhappiness things.
and just tell her i really love her.
but she cant hear.. so hope she can feel it.
