Tuesday, September 06, 2005
stop complaining for nothing to read yes??
i blog.
to be frank.
somehow i find everything so damn freaking meaningless.
i went to hide.
running away from all the fcukin things.
well.
and also because i got that damn swollen eye.
and that lobster's skin.
so damn poor thing la.
pain.
swollen.
i dun even dare to face anyone.
but now..
i became a peeling onion.
peel me all you want.
it's everything okay.
so itchy.
i have already learnt my lesson.
yes.
listen to whatever you have said
okay?
i guess its not too late that i've finally realised i'm really nothing.NOTHING AT ALLbut a idiot?a fool?it's enough.i can only blame myself.though i know that there's a trap.i still jump in.but why would i?!!i dunno.it's just the foolishness of me.but.i really enjoyed those days.dunno why i just like those days.though its only recently.but you will never expect how happy i am.but now..i can no longer tell you anything.everything seems to just fade away all on that night.i cant tell how pain it is...how long i spent that night.that night just seems endless.it's affecting me now and then.i hope.i wish.you are not the one.it all seems like a dream.perhaps i was right to say that good thing doesnt last.i was right.absolutely right to say that.however bad things haunt me.haunt me like mad.i seriously dunno how to face you.the hard covering is so damn fragile.
it's time to come back to reality and face this cruel merciless world.
